I'm an Addict

TO CARBS AND ALL SWEETS.

I'm going through withdrawals right now and it totally sucks.

Day 4 no carbs and sweets/sugar

Hubs and I are doing 10 days of the Paleo Diet. Then I'll/we'll slowly add 'good' carbs (if there is such a thing) daily. I've got a plan.

So did I mention day 4. It's the hardest so far. I woke up this morning with the shakes and sweats and felt like I had the flu. I hate that I want them so badly.

Sucks being me since I keep making the kids food. Last night the inlaws came and I made 3 different types of cookies. On the outside I was smiling...the inside I wanted to rip my hair out and jump up on the kitchen island and devour the whole tray like an animal.

Don't get me wrong... I like meat...just not in ♥ with it like my hubs. He could wake and eat steak every morning...me not so much. My brain thinks that's a dinner thing.

So for breakfast I've had 2 scrambled eggs...hot sauce galore and 1/2 cup fresh pico. (Would sound even better w/a corn tortilla huh? I miss my tortillas)

Lunch I'm having grilled fajita chicken strips and 1/2 cup pico and purple cabbage and cucumber salad with s/p and red wine vinegar

Dinner...more freakin meat and cucumbers/purple onion/tomatoes in red wine vinegar.

I'm sooooo over meat I tell ya. I'm trying to keep away from fruits for a few days to keep the sugar of that away to drop the weight.

Thought I'd add 1 pasta/rice/bread/or tortilla a day and 1 fruit. Limit my dessert to 1 day a week.

If I do that I think I won't fail! BUT I AM SICK OF MEAT.

Hubs craves it. Good for you! (sorry I'm a bit of an emotional wreck)

I don't think the kids notice my anger. I smile a lot around them and then tell hubs how I want to rip heads of toys off and eat them with chocolate sauce. He just pets my head.

So bare with me and my emotional posts...

Side note....I've lost 5 lbs in 4 days......only 20 more to go! (shakes fists)